Breaking Free: My Journey from Hyper-Independence to Self-Care

If you’ve been wondering why I’ve been so quiet here it’s because I’ve been hard at work taking care of myself and leveling myself up. This is my journey from running myself ragged to intentional self-care. At some point over the last few years I started to realize I was living in a particularly masculinized […]

Moments in Quitting Weed that Changed My Brain Chemistry 

Anyone close to me these days or following my story knows that I quit weed about a year ago. Exactly a year actually as of June 9th.  This post was promised that day but I’ve been a little preoccupied with life and work since then so it comes now. My full download of why I […]

Anarchapulco 2023: The Rebirth of Anarchaforko

I’ve been quiet here and it’s been for a pretty good reason. I spend a lot of time working and this past month has been a whirlwind of things I’ll start sharing about here now that things are slowing down. Well actually they aren’t quite slowing down but I will say that the flow of […]

9 Unexpected things learned in Circus Classes

Anyone following me in the last year knows my obsession with the circus arts. Its through this that I’ve found freedom in several regards. I’ve even talked about this in a few post show interviews recently, to explain that circus is how I literally out climb some of the rougher parts of my path to […]

Life Changing Guacamole Recipe

Anyone who’s followed my journey over the years knows I have struggled with food. I love all kinds of food but not all kinds of food love me back, all the time like I would like them to. This for me is a foray back into my old blogging style in many ways. I stopped […]

Episode 6: Evolution Opinion and Perspectives

Well, that was a lot.  Perhaps the most emotional episode so far for me at least if you can believe it. I was left feeling very conflicted after episode 5 and now after episode 6 I feel emotionally drained, but also somehow seen.  This is by far my favorite episode, as far as Im concerned […]

Episode 5: Damage Opinion and Personal Perspectives

I have mixed feelings on this last episode. I’m not sure how else to put it. Naturally all of this has brought me back to those times and that relationship and the way I felt during that relationship.  I’ve been somewhat accused of only focusing on the bad memories of that relationship. The reality there […]

How I Met Jason Henza: Guest Post from an Unsung Hero

This post was written by my good friend and someone I call my crypto Dad Doug Barbieri. Originally posted on substack, here. While he was interviewed by the producers of The Anarchists, his story with us so far has not been worked into the episodes. Its hard to fit 6 years into only 6 hours […]

The Anarchists: Extra Perspective and Insights About Community Dynamics

I have a bit more perspective to share on my experience with all the experiences I had in my time in that community in Acapulco. I realize now I need to start taking notes while watching for the things that stand out to me because as I see these things visually in front of me […]